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Poetry: Prinsesa

when i was in High School, i remember writing this for a close friend. Take note, we were 16 back then. haha! Torpe sya at ubod ng bagal sa pangliligaw dun sa type niyang girl. :) so i wrote this poem inspired by his puppy love. i love taking inspiration from real stories. well, we were young and in love nung High School kaming magkakaibigan. at may pag ka makata talaga ako noon. :D
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Prinsesa
by Janina

Ngiti mo ay kakaiba,
Mapupungay mong mga mata
at mukha mong kay ganda
Di ko na nalimot ng makita

Tanging alay ay pag-ibig
Para sayo aking giliw
sana ay iyo nang mapansin
Kahit tila di ko 'to maamin

Di masabing mahal kita
Dahil ako'y natotorpe talaga
Hindi ko maaming gusto ka
Dahil tila wala nang saysay pa

Ngayong ako'y matapang na
handa nang ipaglaban ka
ngunit ngayon pa nawala
ang gaya mong prinsesa

Nagsisi sa pagtatago
sa hiyang pinairal ko
Di na sana hinayaan
itong pag tanging laan
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so long ago

These phrases are from my old black notebook, entries date ranges from 2006-2009.

before, it was never easy for me to ignore the gap.

it wasn't enough to just say "hello".
because i wanted a "how are you?".

but now, it's effortless not to think of you..
for me to bear it all and just be happy..
i can leave without your love now.

but never without you..


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"i'd been broken beyond repair."

"true love was forever lost
my prince was never coming back."

"Forbidden to remember,
terrified to forget"

"it was a hard line to walk"

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we're better this way..
i can be anyone for you..
as long as you still want me near.,
I'll stay. =)
nothing more than that..
even i had realized that it's not you anymore..
i won't stop doing this for you..
crazy??..

so sick of hating you..=|